[gonnadoit05]

I’ve been in and out too. The biggest problem is cost, because in-network doesn’t provide you with enough sessions (insurance limits the number of sessions), you’re stuck having to pay out of network costs if you want more than once a month or once a week. I was looking at an extra 4 times a week, but therapists were quoting me $250 per 50 min session.

That’s $1000 per week, I cant afford that and I’m confident in my extreme thoughts getting worse and there’s nobody I can talk to about extreme vengeful hurtful thoughts and once a month or even once a week isn’t going to help when I’m genuinely asking for 4 sessions a week but insurance will never cover that so I’m stuck having to pay out of pocket and as I said this once a week is just not enough and so I’m stuck with my thoughts where only every now and then I can make a rational thought and the rest of the day is filled with unimaginable extreme pain and extreme thoughts.

And worse, therapists won’t reduce their price from $250 per session hour for these extra 4 sessions per week that I’m requesting, because, obviously $1000 per week (for 4 sessions) is a lot of money for them. This industry turns into a sham when therapists can charge $1000 per week to the man scraping by (but looks healthy enough to give the impression he can afford that amount)