[bewresu]

Second attempt.

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Soon, I will master this.

Soon, I will be able to just let my ideas flow.

Soon there will be no need for huge edits while typing.

Soon there will be shape in the words as they come out.

Maybe I should just delete the words myself and start over.

Or may I should just let the words be even if I don't like them.

Soon, I will master this.

Soon, I will be able to not stop.

Soon, I will be able to say what's really on my mind.

I wonder why there is friction between the words.

I wonder why the ideas in my head does not get reflected into words as I see them inside me.

Is it really true that I have ideas in me, or is it just an illusion?

Why are so many of the things I think I'm thinking about don't really just come out once I start trying to record them?

Do my ideas really exist? Or am I just imagining having them?

Do ideas matter if they are not told? Even to oneself?

Soon, I will get the answer to these questions.

Soon, I will master this.

Soon, I will survive the grueling task of coming up with ideas.

I am a writer.

I am a writer because I write.

I could write without having to think first.

My ideas will just come right out of me into words.

My ideas are real.

Soon, I will master the art of coming up with ideas.

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I think it came out kind of alright.