[misterman0]

I feel your bro science makes a lot of sense. I'm someone who's been identified as being bipolar and put on Lithium, which I quickly dropped (because it made me feel suicidal) and I instead turn to illegally acquired cannabis, which helps me to not feel the anxiety of not yet having solved a problem, something that these days freak the living shit out of me, if I'm not doped up.

[no_identd]

Lithium should almost certainly NOT make one suicidal when dosed correctly for Bipolar. You might wish to explore the uses of a micronutritional form of lithium, namely, lithium orotate, which gets metabolized in a very different (and safer) way than pharmacological lithium.