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damn, your description is spot on and reading this triggered PTSD in me... Last time I had this feeling was two years ago when I destroyed one of our development servers because of a failed application update. I know exactly how I wished Ctrl + Z to exist in real life... We had backups of the machine, but it was still kind of a humiliating feeling to tell everybody and ask for restore from backup (everybody was cool though in the end)