[tony]

> I can‘t summarize it better right now. I have learned the portuguese word „saudade“. That feeling, i believe i know. It seems somehow related, to what I am trying to describe.

I've found "theories of personality" textbooks to be delightful in expanding repertoire to describe feelings better. One of note I found is An Introduction to Theories of Personality by Robert B Ewen.

I found it to be beginner friendly and showcase a variety of competing theories in a very objective and proportional way, without pushing a conclusion onto the reader, it just laid out their strengths and let me make up my mind.

If you're open to reading I have more resources on personality theories.