[rag_ksh]

>But all through the pain and the uncertainty, the thing that affected me the most was - I really learned who, in my social circle, I could count on. Made me realize that most of my social circle is acquaintances not friends. Not loved ones.

The First time you experience this is extremely painful and disorienting. Only advantage being you come out way stronger on the other side.

I hope things are better for you now and hope and pray nothing but the best comes your way hereafter. Have a good one brother.