[incidentnormal]

@Exuma, this comment is ridiculously resonant with me, the part about 'learning transaction isolation for the 50th time' is very on point too.

Everything you said I pretty much feel the same way. I've accepted it as part of how I work, and the advantages are many (and valued by many) - but yes, interacting with deep experts usually ends with feeling a bit like a fraud. I feel like I maybe was an expert at whatever the thing is at some point in time, momentarily, but then I just shed the information as soon as the next thing needs to be done, and it just ends up as part of the background inference pattern matcher.

Certain things where I'm really forced to learn something deeply do stick, but I find my ways of thinking about that domain to be very different to most 'true' experts, and rely heavily on visual models and analogies with other concepts.

[Exuma]

haha yes! What mentioned about analogies... I must use like 50 analogies a day. I also noticed I can use phrases like "always" and "never" and I can say them without a second of hesitation, because they are merely indications of magnitude in a predictive sense, not a literal interpretation. But to someone who must understand information deeply, they never use phrases like that because they operate based on observed knowledge and sort of "hypothesis testing" like a scientist.

It's fun to realize other people are out there who can relate. Thanks for your comment

[mf2hd]

Thanks everyone for this thread :)