[freeere]

Your fear is counterproductive and you need to realize this as hard as it sounds.

If your fear blocks you from doing a good job the chance for you to get fired is higher.

The fear itself also blocks you from thinking which you need to do to take the necessary actions.

Accept first that this is 'just' how it is and yes it would be tremendously shitty and a lot of work if your worst case scenario happens BUT it would happen anyway.

So what to do?

1. Accept your situation. Talk to your partner you are not alone and together this problem already is smaller.

2. Start spending time on things which can help you: reduce house hold clutter, cleanup your CV, work well in your day job, rethink a nother country (Canada, Germany, etc)

Good luck!

[supportengineer]

Fear is the mind killer. Not just a movie quote - a guideline for coping with uncertain times ahead.

[layoffdepressed]

this is exactly what's happening, fear is killing my mind, day by day I am getting worse and doing stupid mistakes. while talking to management my blood pressure going up, because I fear if leadership thinks I am not good, I will be laid off soon