[fracternal]

Don’t be hard on yourself. Sometimes we all go through that internally. Life is a roller coaster you gotta ride the highs and the thrills that come from it and problem solve when the lows are around. If you think you don’t understand a concept then some self study is a great way to fill the gap. You could read a book, watch some YouTube videos or what I like to do is listen to a few good podcasts

Game development even as a hobbyist is quite impressive. The question is do you enjoy it enough to make a career from it?

Either way keep treking along, you’re not the only one feeling that way. Been there, done that, closed the gap and on to the next problem :)