[hnthrow87123]

It has shaken up my core beliefs and assumptions.

Reading these have validated some of my points. https://pastebin.com/y1i6KiY1

I don't want to mislead anyone. Neither do I want to cause trouble to myself or to anyone else. Things can be troubling.

I am open to posting it but I would like to discuss it with someone on HN before doing so.