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ak_builds | 7 months ago
You are right, it ended with a spiteful tone and I should have chosen better world.
I see a lot of people questioning if dopamine deficiency is real. And maybe some more context would help.
1. I am one of the early IVF kids in India. My life is tracked. 2. Do you know 80% of IVF kids born in 90s and tracked have mental health disorders? 3. I have struggled socially all 28 years of my life. I only felt two emotions - happy and sad. Never experienced a mania, so never ticked the box of bipolarity. 4. In 2021, I was told that DaTscan might help. But I couldn't afford back then. 5. In 2023, finally got it done. Results showed little to no release of dopamine.
I was forced to learn about dopamine and when I see the younger generation getting into a certain cycle (of course not as dark as my article), it makes me feel sad. Because it reminds me of how hard it is to get out of that space.
I have piles of reports that prove 'dopamine deficiency'. Yet the comment section is not fully convinced.
I am fortunate that my life is tracked.
So yes, this is the thought process that led to that ending. No one teaches us to care about our bodies and I hope that changes some day.
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