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At the risk of sounding woo, I find some parallels in how LLMs work to my experiences with meditation and writing. My subjective experience of it is that there is some unconscious part of my brain that supplies a scattered stream of words as the sentence forms --- without knowing the neuroscience of it, I could speculate it is a "neurological transformer", some statistical model that has memorised a combination of the grammar and contextual semantic meaning of language.

The difference is that the LLM is _only that part_. In producing language as a human, I filter these words, I go back and think of new phrasings, I iterate --- in writing consciously, in speech unconsciously. So rather than a sequence it is a scattered tree filled with rhetorical dead ends, pruned through interaction with my world-model and other intellectual faculties. You can pull on one thread of words as though it were fully-formed already as a kind of Surrealist exercise (like a one-person cadavre exquis), and the result feels similar to an LLM with the temperature turned up too high.

But if nothing else, this highlights to me how easily the process of word generation may be decoupled from meaning. And it serves to explain another kind of common human experience, which feels terribly similar to the phenomenon of LLM hallucination: the "word vomit" of social anxiety. In this process it suddenly becomes less important that the words you produce are anchored to truth, and instead the language-system becomes tuned to produce any socially plausible output at all. That seems to me to be the most apt analogy.