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anotheryou | 3 months ago

haha, how much I relate to your quote... I so much feel like running on 70pp brain most of the time and am blessed with 130pp bursts to compensate.

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kace91|3 months ago

Exactly.

I spent decades hoping for the ability to invoke those bursts. Days of unexplainable block until a deadline was really close, so the anxiety spike could trigger a few hours of focus. I then did the work of a week in an evening/night, and back to square one.

It REALLY wasn't fun continuously worrying that people will think I'm slacking off while an invisible barrier kept me from working.

anotheryou|3 months ago

What helps me is doing small prep steps.

E.g. doing a rough structure and hen it feeds my brain in the background, helps when the burst comes :)

It's not that much the deadlines for me though, really just need to have good days where I suddenly lock in.

Also helpful: boring "entertainment". Stops me from browsing twitter, boring enough to peel myself away from very easily again. E.g. twitch streams or sitting outside.