[jon_north]

There are a set of careers that simply come with this kind of burden as part of the deal. Sales, freelancing, and in general owning your own business is at the core of those, because you also receive all the profit from your labor, rather than passing the burden to someone who agrees to shoulder it for you (taking a portion of your efforts in exchange).

By striking out on your own, you take on the moral and emotional weight of figuring out how to get it done anyway, despite an often cruel and uncaring world.

The only answer is inner strength. Find it, or find another line of work. Sorry to have to put it so starkly, but that's the truth.