Ask HN: 500 citation MSc CS, stuck in a low-trust region. How to move forward?
19 points| throwawaysafely | 1 month ago
I have a Master’s in Computer Science from a European university and a research background with papers totaling over 500 citations. In my spare time, I’m a builder and I’ve developed web apps, games, and various side projects. On paper, I should have a solid career path, but my reality is the opposite.
I am currently back in my home country in the East due to circumstances I couldn't control. Despite my credentials, my degree feels useless here. I work at a decent-sized western company (fully remote), but the internal politics are volatile and I fear for my job security. More painfully, I feel a deep sense of prejudice; in daily professional conversations, I can hear the tone shift when people realize where I am based. It feels like I am watching others reap what I have sown, while my own investments in skills and projects feel futile.
The core of my problem is twofold:
Geographic and Legal: The jobs I am actually qualified for are almost exclusively in the West, but there is no current legal path for me to migrate or secure a living there.
The Trust Gap: Despite the citations and my portfolio, I lack the "signal" that makes international recruiters or local employers trust my expertise. It feels like I'm "cursed" by my place of birth.
I have stretched myself so thin trying to build products that don't gain traction, and I’ve reached a point where I feel like learning to code was a mistake. I love building things, but it isn’t putting food on the table or providing a future. I feel lost and, honestly, pretty devoid of hope.For those who have been stuck in "low-trust" geographies or faced extreme systemic barriers despite having high-level skills:
How do you bridge the trust gap with Western companies when relocation isn't an option? Are there specific niches (Remote-first R&D, specialized consulting, etc.) where academic citations and a builder mindset actually carry weight?
I am looking for any genuine suggestions on how to leverage what I have to secure a life that doesn't feel impossible.
bollu|1 month ago
nextos|1 month ago
Since the salaries they offer are low, the competition won't be so intense, and they will offer support to relocate. Once you have a foot in the ground, you can apply to great industry jobs.
A more elaborate plan would be to obtain a PhD at one of those institutions, but that is quite time-consuming and the benefits might not offset the costs.
throwawaysafely|1 month ago
fooker|1 month ago
Now you might not want a PhD for various reasons, but tech jobs are a bit more tricky to navigate nowadays. I'd honestly not hire someone in your position, there is really no easy to do it.
Given that, the difficult way out is starting a company, which has an entirely different set of challenges.
throwawaysafely|1 month ago
Thanks for some check & balance.
nkg|1 month ago
My only suggestion is to keep pushing until you make it.
inhumantsar|1 month ago
talking to someone, a therapist ideally but any honest, skilled active listener could do, about it can help you see things from a different perspective. might help you identify things you can do to counter the things you can't control.
throwawaysafely|1 month ago
There is no legitimate way for me to migrate out or to get a position that is remote other than the one I have. I do not have skills that can attract any other roles to myside. The only skills I have is very specialized to a narrow field.
I go to therapy and its hard. Even he agrees.
unknown|1 month ago
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chrisjj|1 month ago
And what is that signal?
throwawaysafely|1 month ago
Plus I feel that no one wants to work with me. Current work environment has made me question my skills. I believe I am sub-par at what I do.