[throwawaysafely]

this is exactly what I was referring to. You are saying it is emotional without understanding the real circumstances of the situation.

There is no legitimate way for me to migrate out or to get a position that is remote other than the one I have. I do not have skills that can attract any other roles to myside. The only skills I have is very specialized to a narrow field.

I go to therapy and its hard. Even he agrees.