[neom]

35 is the perfect time to catalyze that knowledge into wisdom and use it for your next chapter. I stood exactly where you stand now, I had isolated myself. I emailed dang to delete all my hn posts, and my next step was to stop. I was your age, I was feeling how you feel. I got very drunk, I called my mother and cried, she focused me on the future not the present or the past, and now many years have passed and my life is stable and I am happy. I am grateful I went through that, I am grateful I am out of it, and I am grateful to be here alive typing this to you. For whatever praying is worth, I pray you are able to find the resolve and peace you need to continue to live, no doubt the world is a better place with you in it, no doubt. I and may others love you.