[tzisc]

Don't be afraid.

Subsist. Accept that you may need to prolong the status quo for a period of time.

Conquer your vision, (i.e., accept its limitations and buy into what the CEO wants, or learn how to demonstrate value via Dale Carnegie or Ray Dalio's methodologies) or plan your exit strategy. With specifics.

Or alternatively, you could conquer yourself. But probably not in the environment you're in.

If you need someone to talk to, email me for my number. kqtgtq3pk at hushmail dot com. Tell me as much of your story in as few words as possible so I know it's you.

I'll be asleep in a few hours for around nine hours because it's late here. Good luck, my heart is with you.