muuglay
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4 years ago
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on: Daddy isn’t coming back
Suicide is a hard topic. My mom did it. I don't talk to my father. I might be autistic or have aspbergers, and I dont understand why I wake up. I'm a robot emulating a human. I have to do weed to grt any mystery of a cosmic connection because we are strange primates. I hate my job which causes a disease of more when even after excelling in a fang job making over seven figures, I feel very little joy. I just have hope that something will change. I'm going to retire soon. I hope I can find joy.
muuglay
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4 years ago
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on: Daddy isn’t coming back
I'm not sure the 10 mil per life is correct. As a counter point value, a highway worker is $10,000.
muuglay
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4 years ago
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on: Daddy isn’t coming back
Not sure our biology is great at that, but paradoxically as an almost 40 year old... I have the resources to support a bunch of children. Maybe the change to make is change the dynamic between men and women to introduce more age differences for child rearing.
My parents fought about money all the time, but if they had delayed then they would have been better off. If they were better off then maybe my mom wouldn't have killed herself...
muuglay
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4 years ago
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on: Big company tale: six months for a list and a button
This pains me deeply. As one of the people that can just crank shut out, I find myself frustrated. I then meditate that these people exist for when things go wrong so I can check out. Just rest and vest. Rest and vest is the way.
muuglay
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4 years ago
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on: Working in One Bit
Recently, I started to appreciate art more since it feels like I'm trapped in a utilitarian trap. This one bit art is amazing, but I don't know how I could get involved.
muuglay
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4 years ago
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on: Parser generators vs. handwritten parsers: surveying major languages in 2021
It seems strange that in an effort to solve a common problem that 80% of the success stories opt to not use the automation. Perhaps, there is ground for another toolkit
